>> read at your own risk <<
>> long journal warning <<
i was looking badly for this trimester to end,
it's been a really hard one, academically and socially
i guess during this last few months I've changed a lot, the way I look at people and trust them has changed, the directions or the no-where my life was going to has went different as well,
i guess being nice is just a disaster, though you don't expect something in return, but tell me what, they treat you even worse,
i was disconnected from my close friends, i don't even know where's some hell of them has gone, yah what mess
I've been revaluating my ambitions and aims i had in life, those which i thought will never happen, I've put them pack on the list, trying to work them out, at least it's good to live some hope
and not forgetting, I've never never never been free this trimester, didn't have time for anything, had a lot of things to work on other than my studies, which I think I haven't did well on my exams, well . .. I hope that sit for a sub.
Coz next trimester is going to be even harder, and going have so many hours of straight classes
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Anyways, as I've been busy, and haven't done much of shootings, I've been looking on so many photos and people, learnt some new things,
and I used to write down ideas for personal projects I want to do on my free time this holiday. Some of them are really really great, trust me on this,
but it's just that i'm not so sure if I can achieve to make them exactly the way I imagine them, for some I don't have the stuff / places / equipment, but I'll simply try
I guess it's not a bit deal, I'll have some things to work on and fill up my time,
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i was amazed two days ago when i opened my email, and found this mobile solutions company offering me a full-time job, though it's not the first time to get a commission, but this one sounded way serious and official
they needed someone who masters Photoshop, Dreamweaver, Flash, Html to design brochures, and graphics for corporate and also a community portal.
Well, i do work on these softwares, but i don't know, despite that, i guess i wont take it, not enough qualification and experience, and don't even have the time to do a part-time during my studying, and it's not here in Malacca I guess
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for now, all what i want is some time for myself, a great refreshment, and a piece of the outdoors that i love
tomorrow I'll be heading to Tioman Isalnd, Malaysia
www.tioman.com.my/ for a few days, and of course packing my photography gear,
maybe some snorkeling, white sanded beach and a blue sky is all what i can think of for now, so the return will hold some new submitions i hope
anyway, that was all, and sorry for the long journal, I haven't been active for a while, and perhaps you know why now, i needed to talk to chat to connect
take care people, and see ya all when i get back
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